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On letting to be bright
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Posté par
og86
le
2008-Dec-16
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06:11
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When good luck comes one has good ideas.
She very much thin for interest to make playwriter, but for leaving that bleak and chilly city, it is happy to let to cherish a silk bright and beautifully.
Sometimes the reason which stays at a city and refuses to leave does not only stimulate newer courage and opportunity like marriage.
She has nearly already at the same time determined she wants to change a new environment, she hopes she solves irritating depression, with ordinary working hours, there are normal loves, everything stands up healthily miraculously.
She does not know condition beginning to fall into like this that when it is, since it seems that she has had memory, oneself has not been happy. The woman who perhaps chose the writing and sang, previous existence has all had evil reason not speaking clearly. But is letting to look bright and beautifully, unhappy first, and then begin the writing.
Depressed teenager, can only mediate the lonely one, only write.
Those self-assured words, like pieces of spirit, jump out one's own ambition, attack on the clean paper. That is the world out of the common, in that world, oneself is the control of the things person, everything, the magical thinking that it is since own that come from. It is heavy and heavy for world to speak, speak light and light, ambition but limitless, the place that trees clarify soul of everybody can reach absolutely not, is this good or bad?
She has been wanting to give it leaving a telephone before walking dully all the time.
But she does not know where she has gone. That is a completely wounded terrible brave and noble-minded woman of the body and mind of love, in her view, so helpless. Perhaps she needs her help, but can help some of her by oneself. Can't say clearly.
She just hopes she can be a bit happier. She even thinks, that kind of gloom constrained of hers, perhaps can speak to oneself. Her fond dream feels, she is oneself before several years. All foolish things ever done for the love, she can be in order to understand. Just a thousand sails are crossed to the limit, she does not hesitate to have courage to invest, loses the fierce strength. She leaves oneself to drift with the tide like this the ground encounter many sections of disasters, air the heart under the sunshine, the one that should certainly stand trials and hardship while attacking is riddled with gaping wounds. Let bright and beautiful to small to say, see on dull, give my telephone or E-MAIL to her while being beautiful. Small to say on dull, hey while being beautiful. A talented woman, can draw the inconceivable artistic illustration. If she is not so brave and noble-minded, perhaps she can live much more happily.
Have got to Beijing for a long time, be unable to forget that scene while letting to be bright and beautiful. She is before making great efforts to consider that scene to take place, in the dull expression. She thinks, the emergence of a miserable incident like that, she must ferment for a good while. In one public occasion like that, wave, play man that oneself love, what does it need with courage definitely. Perhaps he is a married man, jolt with her, downhearted gradually, even escape; Perhaps he betrays her, falls in love with other women, looks at their emotion on the vacuum; Perhaps he has promised her something, he is unable to accomplish, and bold and assured Let to see unique lovers bright and beautifully, she has been thinking all the time once the woman is unique, it must be like the dying embers to the love. Then, what kind of can love make woman heart such as dying embers?
Make the the tired and lazy one as cat like the dying embers on the dull heart. It is not a heart like the dying embers completely certainly, if is really dying embers, just have no faith of struggling, that a kind of dying embers unreconciled. Can't be satisfactory, destroy. Understand, it is in fact the very most pure love. It is dispersed that the love gets, can not succeed desperately, lose dimly, unreconciled, then tear.
--The thing is so simple, you faint in the subway station, I have you in one's care. Let bright and beautiful to give on dull to pour one water, tell her, say ten more than all over same some what already patient, she summarized such sentence finally. She does not really know how to explain this emergency. She really thinks too between them, have a kind of fate hidden, unexpectedly she will run into her like this. On one always unexpected woman really. Standing up dully stoically, have looked everywhere, then back to talking, do you let to be bright and beautiful?
Having ever contacted you me, had given me your telephone small and beautiful, but your telephone newspaper stopped, I have sent E-MAIL to you too, but you did not go back, I. I have ever drawn the novel illustration on several magazines for you. Do you know me?
Let to say bright and beautifully, I certainly know you. Previous cocktail party, the palm slapped the incident. On dull one cool, continue topic, then she raise one's head, see, let bright and beautiful to say, before finding the work, can you really have me in one's care? Let to mean one that is very small nearby bright and beautifully, say, that room if you are willing, can be living in all the time, if I have left Beijing, you yourself hand in and rent.
Taking the things to that room dully, begin to tidy up. Have so huge equipment in her bag originally, let to see bright and beautifully she spreads a magnificent sheet on the bed, then she sit by bed affording to lost in thought. Though I know you very the legend like going hither and thither very much.
Let to say bright and beautifully, this city has given me a kind of cordial sense, I will not leave it temporarily. Saying dully, Xi'an makes me abhor equally, I have ever lost wallet three times there, have lost the card,
ID card, student's identity card, various special discount vouchers I am penniless. Up to now. Let to say bright and beautifully, why do you suddenly come to Beijing? Pondering dully for quite a while and saying, if I say I love a man in Beijing that has not met, will you laugh at me insane? Let to really smile bright and beautifully. In fact to dull such a woman, no matter what is done, she will not feel unexpected. On dull to say who does it meet always, take place story always. But mostly some very bad stories, remembered that kind that will feel like vomiting after several years. Let to say bright and beautifully, don't always deny the love in the past, that once bright over your soul too. Saying dully, oh. Then, the person that every one loves, do you cherish the memory of? Do you think them very beautiful? Are you anxious to feel? Since beautiful, why separate?
Let to be bright and beautiful to be at one time tongue-tied. How to answer? If such happiness, why separate? Let to be bright and beautiful to be a bit awkward. In fact, is full of dividing disputing passingly jointly, is there anything beautiful? She likes protecting oneself too in those in the relation apt to break more and more, who visits the sincerity of seeing her? She is not wholehearted, they have no soul, as soon as the mortal world of vulgar dust meets, destined to fall scattered. She remembers that village city cut off by a hopeless feeling E-MAIL of oneself, she changes the telephone, having changed all contact ways, even if he has thousands and thousands of words, does not know where to begin either, he must hate her.
On letting to be bright and beautiful dully to be in a trance for a moment, already assigning the room surprisingly becomes the lovely small nest of a warmth, she is really an innate art woman, have creativity of having words at one's fingertips. She strolls about, refrigerator and the TV are covered with various small things, the narrow face witch of the broom rides, there are pumpkins grinning to smile at. She always has a little evil and evil makings, is different from everybody.
Standing dully in front of letting to be bright and beautiful, said mysteriously, that man whom I loved, rare to see, I love him very much. How can I love him like this in Israel. She has taken out the drawing board from the room, among them there is an American teenager's head, she refers to let to look bright and beautifully, she says, this kind of man of my clock purpose, the narrow eyebrow of thin eyes, lonely and beautiful.
Let to say bright and beautifully, who can not like such a man. |
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