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Wait for mood

09:20 , 2009-Aug-11 .. Lien

Wait for mood to slightly calm down, Luo YiFeng stands up and sees me back to the room instead, asks to me: "Take some sleeping pills? "

After midnight, I have been pondering the health household, have not slept. Father has said, their mother and daughter are real nobles. I think, these nobles in the past live today, life is too difficult, the heart is too bitter. Kang TongBi often says one's own principle of conduction in society is " Cope with shifting events by sticking to a fundamental principle " ,However, reality is forcing them to make " pleasantly " . Out of bring up, too for experience, " pleasantly " theirs Often shown as one not to be conscientious its diligent efforts. This kind of efforts and Communist's efforts " Transform the world " ,Certainly its intension is different. The efforts of the latter are to just go to fight with it particularly outwards, outwards, outwards, with fighting, fight with people. The former's efforts, is inwards, inwards, inwards, is the efforts, examining oneself particularly, contain by oneself and restrain oneself. The diligent key content is: Bear. Cheating the affairs of human life in their years fluctuating very in the cloud deceitful wave, everyone must bear. The ordinary people under the power are negligible and bearing with it. Then, old group's family that the mother and daughter represent bears the health, what is embodied again? Is it that there are too much experiences, see the too bright having no way out of thing? Obliterate oneself, can't harm the intelligence to people to survive? --I who am young am unable to judge, but Luo YiFeng complains tearfully, let me understand deeply: This kind is " born " ,But distressed the most originally, it inside, how about does it have sad and dreary and heavy. Sense of propriety because of any " Pleasantly " ,Damage or inhibit the natural instincts. Think of here, I swear secretly: This lifetime determines to safeguard one's own natural instincts, never " pleasantly " . And the situation later on was unexpectedly - -I am such a decision to nearly pay the cost of all one's life.

Kang TongBi has become a useful person since the childhood, has studied abroad in America and Europe, and then join in the society, is engaged in art. There are persons going through so, should not worship blindly. But Kang TongBi that does not worship blindly, likes letting people tell fortunes for oneself very much, and only believe a person's divinatory symbol. This person is not any geomantic omen master, book of changes expert, is a woman living with it. This woman is surnamed Lin, everybody calls her Ms. Lin, I do not also know it so far. Residence Luo step two one-storey houses of the institute, is her lodge.

All Ms. Lin of a sheer peasant woman's looks from appearance to bearing, from dressing up to speaking, only stay and do the needlework in one's own room usually, such as receiving soles, sew the cotton-padded jacket, wad the cotton-wadded quilt with cotton. Kang TongBi's mother and daughter call her, she enters to the straight institute. In front of us, she is a bit overcautious, seldom speak. Even if someone asks her anything, answer in shortest sentence. And the old man calls her, nothing more than two things. First, cure the disease, i.e. massage, acupuncture and moxibustion, do cupping. Second, tell fortunes. Separate for several days, must ask Ms. Lin to count as a divinatory symbol in health and ancient piece of jade. The old lady calculates everything: Does not it rain if all over the world? Have guests come? Is somebody safe today? And Ms. Lin whether everything can regard as, from grass stem, card, to sew clothing stitch coin, it regards tools as divining that Ms. Lin can all bring.

I have asked Luo YiFeng: "Why does your mother like telling fortunes? "

She smiles: "Hey, calculating that plays! What can old lady 80 years old still play? What can we play now? "

"Ms. Lin can be regarded as accurately? "

"Very accurate. "

"Really? "

"Really. "

"Why? "

Luo YiFeng says: "Because her life is the most bitter, the heart is the best. The divinatory symbol which such a person caculated is the most accurate. "

"Aunt Luo, can you tell me her life experience? "

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